Hello bloggersphere.
Yanno when you have a clear out of all your things from the past that make you both cringe/cry and also laugh. Well, I started on my room for example I noticed the chavtastic old Paul's boutiques bags I used to lug around as I child which made me laugh, the old photos of past best friends which made me sort of sad and the old diaries I used to keep made me cringe my socks off. So once finishing the room I thought hmm what else can I reminisce about? Oh yeah... This blog was one of those 'projects' shall we say that I had when I was younger. Looking back on my previous blog's make me both laugh at my naivety but also make me reflect on the events that occurred in my younger life and how insignificant they are now. For example OMG the guy hasn't called me he doesn't love me! I could just imagine the amount of people looking at my blog and just scoffing at this little girl thinking she has so little experience of life and boys but don't worry scoffers I also share the same view now. I will however stick up for the fact that okay yes I was acting like I knew everything but I was only a sixteen year old girl and I was just starting to learn about these things (and of course a sixteen year old girl does know about everything.. we've all been there). I do understand you older girlie's are laughing at my immaturity because now being a older girlie I am embarrassed slightly for myself. Despite growing up I still slightly haven't matured mentally and actually still know zilch about my self and of men. (Getting the tub of Ben and Jerry's out as I type...)
I will give it to myself even though I was so cringey beyond belief I was hilarious both purposely and accidentally. Its like when you look at old status' you made when you were younger, the phrase 'What was I thinking?' comes to mind... alot.
I got so frustrated with boys that now I've just simply gave up, I don't have a boyfriend and in fact haven't had one ever since (Like to add not because i spend all day here nono!... mainly Netflix and instagram to blame). So tragic I know but for some reason I'm not interested, I honestly couldn't care less. Some times I think, maybe it would be nice to have company and I should be probably be wanting to have a boyfriend. But honestly I cant be bothered. To summarise the things I cared about previously seem menial now so you're probably wondering okay so you don't care about boys blah blah blah, 'What do you care about? ' Good question. 'Why thank you!' My career, wanting money and living my life. Very general I know but so true. That's what I care about I really don't see the obsession these days with wanting to settle down so young and have a family without creating there own financial security, own home, or reaching to there potential. I just want money and then I feel family will be a after thought, an addition if you will to my life.
So to conclude I'm back to give a insight in the life of Annie and just to give a update on my goings on in daily life (Really selling it to you I know.) Its time to realign my priorities of life and boys you're taking a back seat for now. Time to grown up. Career and success should be the forefront of my mind (okay sometimes boys... I'm a 19 year girl what do you expect?) So here goes first post in a while let me know what you think. :)
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